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i'm going to india where I will rent a bus and ride to London. My flight leaves in Jan 2006 |
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| Kenny brings up an excellent point Raymond would fought to the bitter end to keep hailey in the xanga world. (she's a peach, hi honey!!!) Raymond you son of a bitch!
So I'm moving in with Susan and in a year i'll be living all by my lonesome. It's so strange, i was so used to getting up when I wanted doing what I wanted wearing what i wanted basicly complete impoverished freedom my only limits were set by lack of money and the inability to control the laws of physics, and anatomy. Now there is this wierd fucking monkey on my back, but i dont mind. It's nice not to have to lean so very much on other people. Then again I also feel ageless, I forget that I'm seventeen, I was at a bar talking to some woman and she's talking about how she wishes she were my age and free like I am, so I ask her how old do you think I am? She responds What like twenty four? It took me a second to remember how old I was. It's like I went from 13 to twenty in two months. But I'm still thirteen in so many was it's wierd. Also the person who went into Art and Design five years ago is so far from me now, even far from me four years ago. It's the same with a lot of the people I met that year. Alex for one, it's creepy, honey i'm really glad we still talk and occasionally see each other, I wish i had more time and could still hang out as much as we used to. Then again there are some who are stillgood ol' so and so. Mario, same fucking wierdo! And there are those where you dont really know but you do know that you have been replaced ::cough::ray::cough::mond::cough:: hehe I'm just kidding jelly bean!! And finally the sinkers and floaters. |
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| Work takes forever.
I have read your xangas and feel that xanga should end so this is one of my last xangas i begin to bid the xangan world adeiu. |
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